3 years already.
At times, it feels like it's been sooooo long. The days I wake up and struggle and fight. The tears, the sorrow, the troubles and tests have been like a dagger in the heart.
At other moments, it's still so surreal - was it yesterday? Has it all passed? Has it been that long? O, remember those days?
I am neither here nor there. Neither this nor that.
Some misunderstand my expressions but I care not what they think for I live my life the way I do. The way He sets it to. Within my limitations, I will carry on living one day at a time.
Since P. Ramlee used to be his favourite, I'm putting this song up with a disclamer: ku tidak mencari ganti!